Dont know why..sometimes.. or most of the times I have this feeling of being so vulnerable!! By vulnerable.. I dont really mean weak.. or less energetic.. not even the dictionary meaning..which says "susceptible to being wounded.. " but vulnerable a million ways :(
Or may be it is almost same as "capable or being hurt.." yes, it a very sad feeling. At a moment you are so exclaimed.. that you feel on top of the world.. the happiest person ever, all the care.. love.. wanting.. happiness.. indeed ecstasy is alomost 'U'!!! But even before that very moment spilts.. U get to realize that this is not FOREVER.. nothing exists which is eternal.. no ETERNAL BLISS!!
Why is it like a compulsion.. as u go to school.. give exams..coll.. exams..why is it that in life so many things ought to happen? I was perfectly fine.. if more than 1000 things.. didnt happen in my life.. or may be in 1000 different ways if it happened.. but it is a viscious cycle.. what goes round comes around. No escapes.. no gain..no mercy!! every day is harder to realize and live on..of what happened.. but even harder to imagine what is gonna happen. all 1 gotta do is.. just live the monent.. like the moment.. no matter how bad or how tasty is gets.. itz afterall a MOMENT!!
Cant get away too far from vulnerability.. cant get away too far from anxiety.. coz all are jus around u.. around all others.. like in the air.. like in the water..life should go on..may be not living.. just surviving!!O God.. save this barbarism.. for notime.. coz we all were said this life is beautiful.. and indeed desperate to see PEACE at heart and soul!! need to see happiness which never vanishes.. which can fade but doesnt disappear in a wink of an eye..
Just hoping with christmas round the corner, hearts would be less vulnerable..and may it be filled with joy, hope.. loadsaaaa love :)
Or may be it is almost same as "capable or being hurt.." yes, it a very sad feeling. At a moment you are so exclaimed.. that you feel on top of the world.. the happiest person ever, all the care.. love.. wanting.. happiness.. indeed ecstasy is alomost 'U'!!! But even before that very moment spilts.. U get to realize that this is not FOREVER.. nothing exists which is eternal.. no ETERNAL BLISS!!
Why is it like a compulsion.. as u go to school.. give exams..coll.. exams..why is it that in life so many things ought to happen? I was perfectly fine.. if more than 1000 things.. didnt happen in my life.. or may be in 1000 different ways if it happened.. but it is a viscious cycle.. what goes round comes around. No escapes.. no gain..no mercy!! every day is harder to realize and live on..of what happened.. but even harder to imagine what is gonna happen. all 1 gotta do is.. just live the monent.. like the moment.. no matter how bad or how tasty is gets.. itz afterall a MOMENT!!
Cant get away too far from vulnerability.. cant get away too far from anxiety.. coz all are jus around u.. around all others.. like in the air.. like in the water..life should go on..may be not living.. just surviving!!O God.. save this barbarism.. for notime.. coz we all were said this life is beautiful.. and indeed desperate to see PEACE at heart and soul!! need to see happiness which never vanishes.. which can fade but doesnt disappear in a wink of an eye..
Just hoping with christmas round the corner, hearts would be less vulnerable..and may it be filled with joy, hope.. loadsaaaa love :)
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Hi sweety, advanced happy Bday. Keep smiling dear
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Thankz a ton, Mr/Ms Anonymous :)
Btw itz great tat u knw ma budday.. am too bad at remem dates..
I got ur bday 4m ur profile. All ur postings have beautiful thought and heart. Keep writing buddy
Thankz a ton!!
Marriage Crap at HOME!!! ha ha ha......such crazy things yaa, anyway when can i get to see sth. based on dreams--- like beautiful mountain/ stars/ jungles/ ice creams/ home etc.... i missed ur movie story telling till the odd morning hour....
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