Happy Happy Birthday..

"Why are birthdays so over -rated? I mean.. what is so special about a birthday, comes every year.. it is just another day, boring ..has 24 hrs.. same routine.. sun rise, to sun set.. now what?"

I wanna whack their ass who thinks like .. that...!!

Birthdays are special.. yes they are sooooooooooooo special, though 100 thousand others have taken birth all round the world, it is still YOUR birthday!! Gotta be special.. we have another 364 1/4 days to be spent with ya normal rountine of life.. machine-like..monotonous life.. but.. D day is something!!

I never like to spend time in the place 1 stays, have to take a holiday, go out partyyyyyyyyy crazy get tipsy with ya loved ones.. friends.. gals.. boys or with 'THE'ONE..who so ever.. ;) May be I have this strong feeling coz of festive spirit of christmas,getting holiday on x-mas eve is no tough job.. so I have always had this ma head!! may be it a beach.. a beautiful get away.. resort.. or a happening partyyy in a BIIIG city..go freak on :)

"Birthdays are feathers in the broad wing of time" - Paul Ritcher

Day is filled with- loadsa prayers.. loadsa wishes.. sweets..candles.. candies.. chocs, cakes..goes with out saying!! No matter how, where it is, the sole purpose is not to let the spirits down, whole year, what is accomplished vs wha is gonna accomplishable is a huge thingy going on inside of the small head we pocess!! Phew, amidst all the calls for friends.. cousins.. faaar off ppl whom u havent met.. scrapping, leaving offlines, hope there wont be any time to remorse, as I said before, all other days are there for that.

I feel like I jus passed 13yrs, Picasso quoted "It takes a long time to grow young" I believe it didnt take at all for me.. lolla.Now is time to realize the wisdom gained(really..:D) weighing highs and lows(loadsaaaaa)..judging good bad decisions taken.. making a small pavilion for whole year which is right ahead of you.. GOD BLESS :)

"Your birthday is a special time to celebrate the gift of 'you' to the world"

Happy budday to me..... :D

How swift have flown

To me thy girlish times,

A woman grown beneath

My heedless eyes!

In vain I rack My fancy to believe

The almanac,

That speaks thee twentyish - Anon

Vulnerable.. just aint the word!!

Dont know why..sometimes.. or most of the times I have this feeling of being so vulnerable!! By vulnerable.. I dont really mean weak.. or less energetic.. not even the dictionary meaning..which says "susceptible to being wounded.. " but vulnerable a million ways :(

Or may be it is almost same as "capable or being hurt.." yes, it a very sad feeling. At a moment you are so exclaimed.. that you feel on top of the world.. the happiest person ever, all the care.. love.. wanting.. happiness.. indeed ecstasy is alomost 'U'!!! But even before that very moment spilts.. U get to realize that this is not FOREVER.. nothing exists which is eternal.. no ETERNAL BLISS!!

Why is it like a compulsion.. as u go to school.. give exams..coll.. exams..why is it that in life so many things ought to happen? I was perfectly fine.. if more than 1000 things.. didnt happen in my life.. or may be in 1000 different ways if it happened.. but it is a viscious cycle.. what goes round comes around. No escapes.. no gain..no mercy!! every day is harder to realize and live on..of what happened.. but even harder to imagine what is gonna happen. all 1 gotta do is.. just live the monent.. like the moment.. no matter how bad or how tasty is gets.. itz afterall a MOMENT!!

Cant get away too far from vulnerability.. cant get away too far from anxiety.. coz all are jus around u.. around all others.. like in the air.. like in the water..life should go on..may be not living.. just surviving!!O God.. save this barbarism.. for notime.. coz we all were said this life is beautiful.. and indeed desperate to see PEACE at heart and soul!! need to see happiness which never vanishes.. which can fade but doesnt disappear in a wink of an eye..

Just hoping with christmas round the corner, hearts would be less vulnerable..and may it be filled with joy, hope.. loadsaaaa love :)