Yes, Good Guyz DO EXIST! Phew..!!

Ripley's believe it or not!!

yea, atlast am gonna change ma view to an extent atleast.i explored something which contradicted ma own true beliefs.. guess wha??? The 'Good-Guy' specimen aint extinct yet! Am happy to re-declare that "THIS" species still exist very much on our Planet.. breathing the same air(polluted...air.. of course.hehe), drinkin the same water,survive having the same edible food.. unbelievable isn't it??

Arite, wha am gonna say applies to those so called "single-to-mingle" kinda BOYS.. and nah to mention,this has nothin to do wid "dedicated-boyfriend"material types.as they are alwayz Sweet-heartz (hey u Guyz Hip-Hop..err.. ROCK all-time..:))

Strange but true, every DAM* guy wanns to take advantage of a Gal.. and it absolutely doesn't matta if the Gal is Single/under-aged/commited/engaged/married, oh boy!If the Gal too is 'OKAY'(yea, rite!)wid going ahead wid things then, no bothers anyayz.. else, WHY..WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...???Whaz all the fun in troubling her? aarrgghhh.. 'YOU' guyz suck.. and BIGTIME!!

'Friend' according to me is jus a 'Friend' and we DONOT have no more feelings above this! Gals are happy the way they are.. they are happy for wha they are.. few of them are single 'coz they chose for it and NOBODY wanns/expects FAVOURS from 'Friends.....!!!!'Few are extremely happy wid their guyz,sweet heartz.. :) n 'WE'(yesssssss.. there i am.. belong to this category) dont need any DAM* guy, coz we see eternity in the LOVE, in the sharing and REALIZE guyz, we are in LOVE.. not just a crush/infactuation/adore. ultimately, we are happy for we are GALS :) yo!!Also we exactly know where we are heading in this matter. So keep ya INTETIONS to urself!! Huh!!!

Far away from home..amidst a world of strangers.. have a purpose to serve and life of OUR own. Flirting,flings..fooling-around.. are passe,we have a Career to catch! So Guys Beware ;)

All LoSt.. LoSt in the world of ..!!!

Yesssss absolutely!!! I wonder at wha stage in life am standing... Feel so Bl**dy LoSt.
Aint happy with the work anymore (...who will after such a depressing appraisal,even after getting my grades-right....!!!??!!) Also, i know.. very well know, itz not the field i wanted to work on.. this Domain is not my cuppa-tea! Am sure, Management is what i am made for, thatz exactly where i see myself fitting into..(..atlast i know! Thankz heavens for this!) At this stage,will i be able to stop earning?????(almost impossible..)Should i continue working(..????) here..or should i really start looking out in My-Bangalore.. or should i indeed go ahead wid the itch which has gotten into my head off-late???
It wasn't 1 of my million-burning desires though.. yet, i see myself proceeding Management way..(Business) coz, i believe so. Ummmmm..beliefs,decisions,dreamz,hopes,aims,goals.. are on 1side, yet only "MONEY" factor on the other. Yet in many cases, the former ones all together cant raise upto the latter .. there losing the whole BALANCE..balance of WHOLE life!! thatz how ppl learn to live wid compromises(... bet, the word which has visited all living-entities of the universe in different proportions)
So, yessssss now, i ll connect myself wid the words i just said

My Belief : Am made for 'Management'
My Goal : Doing MBA in Business
My Aim : To give my GMAT, and Do MBA in US..FDU New Gersy
My Hope : To get a student-Loan from a bank for my studies in FDU
My Dream: To work as a business-Analyst in a BIGGGGGGGG company ASAP

ahhaha.. everthing so clear..crisp just like a crystal in a lighted room..right infront of my naked eyez, yet am not able to figure out wher i am!!! ah.. God, Life'z such a paradox! It suckz BIGTIME!!!

Change... necessary Changes!

.. to continue.. Changes!!
Ah, why cant the change happen the way we Desire??? Why is it alwayz/mostly other-way round???grrrrrrr yet few thingz neva change.. i continue comparing this place...PUNE to Namma-Bengaluru..like i alwayz did. It can only make me feel worse.. just to add to ma Feeling-not-so-good feeling,yes, it hardly took DAYZ for me to realize.. how much i miss my LAND, My people, My language,My food.. the whole 'MY', indeed, i felt i lost ma whole identity!!Amidst a completely different cultured people a gal like me, ought not to face too many problems.. yet i did(..remember.. Experience speaks VOLUMES..phew again!!)
Though a in a betta position to see thingz in here, yet i bl**dy cant stop comparin wid BANGALORE.. heaven on Earth(...the Earth i ve seen :) and am sure..it ll still remain 'the Heaven' for rest of the earth am gonna see..!) i tend to compare every lil thing..weather, ppl around, cost-factors..guyz,galz,fruits,vegetables,cosmetics,cloths,accessories,vehicles..amount of pollution.. traffic sense..parties,music,greenary around..cost of living..shoppin..food, roads,hangouts,water,languages spoken,malls,cinemas,skies,stars,mud,trees and every lil thing i see wid my opened eyes, things i feel wid my skin.. things i think of in my mind... every DAMN thing!!!!!!!!!!(..can somebody imagine.. itz the heightz!!!!)uh... have no clue how much i hate myself for this...aarrgghh....!
I realize that every place has got itz advantages/disadvantages.. yet i cant stop ^&&%R^$%#%@%^%^& and all the above said! Ah... GOD why cant this be changed?????

Me.. Me.. Me.. and Me..

Had come to this place with HIGH(.. yea, HIGH with a capital 'H') Hopes..(....yet again). Was great, absolutely amazin, new work.. new ppl..new environment..soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo far away from Home.. friends..Loved ones..Indeed far from Anybody(& everybody) i knew on this planet..(..as i Aways wished!!).Got to know thingz at work.. and outside.. like i neva knew.. that tells me, not everything could be learnt by just by hearin/seeing but oughtta Experience it...!!(Phew.. they said "Life teaches u lesson..n itz the Best Teacher".. realized..HOW true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Pg..(ah, KraZy KHi****res) was 1 of the most boring places, i ve known till now.. except for the twins-in-there.Infact, thatz the sole entity wha i miss from that place,which was beared by me sooooooo patiently(...yea rite.lol) for almost 5.. long long long long......months!(Bravo me, for still saving lil 'SANITY' inside me!) Thank God.. am outta it.. into a Flat.. all independently wid sane ppl around :) :) :) Am sure can preserve it for the rest of ma life.... :)Things change...yes, gotta change as its inevitable..yes, things change for good. Though nobody promised that all thingz change(...how i wish???)